She got drunk
tried to drink away her pain
danced on the table
sang the saddest songs she knew
as elegant as the candle light sparkling on
the piano her bambi eyes was like
shappire moonlight
her hair flow like a river and her cheery
lips was telling magic
her radiance got the heartbeat of all
men in the bar to tremble
but she had no longing to them…
the smell of whiskey and blue smoke
lay like a blanket over the room
remembering nothing until she
wakes up on a street corner with him
beside her
everything turned upside down inside her
you held her hair
you told her how beautiful she was
regardless
so much love for her
a day four years ago she turned her back
on him and said no, just go…
a choice she could sell her soul to the
devil for…
if she could turn back time…
you are still her best friend
doing everything for each other
having fun
conversation from dusk to down
know everything about each other
every time your name appears on
the phone her heart quiver in pain that
hurt so good
always a perfect picture of your family
suddenly, you knock on her door
she lets you in
she smiles bravely
her heart cracks
her eyes are bloodshot
you traces your fingertips down her jaw
she gasp for the breath
befor their lips meet, time stand still
at this moment and she can feel your
goosebumps on your nose
and your lips are drawn towards eachother
she moans for both of you
drown in your emerald green eyes
just one last night in the sky of lovemaking
in sin he whisper
-I want to make love to you-
slowly they make love in
a bodylanguage only they knew
when tomorrow comes she has
pulled the trigger
she can’t bear anymore
summertime sadness
they find her in the bubble bath with
rose petals from the
Black Rose…
-Orkidedatter-
Beautiful work again Lillian ✨☺️ Its everytime a short movie of a girl and the art work✨👌 It’s beautiful to mix up our imagination and play with words.. … ✨👏 Thanks for making amazing work🤗 My fav lines🥰 In sin he wishper, she has pulled the trigger, Black rose.✨👏
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Thank you, your feedback means more to me than you can imagine.
Have a great day.
😊🎶😊
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SMiLes THeRE iS onLY A Pain And Numb
That an Empath Will Understand
A Living Dying Cross that’s Real
When Drained WiTHiN From:
Love With
Nothing
Left But to:
Care for Others
With Empty Shells
With No Sea Creature
Ocean Whole Who Lives Within
So What We Will Do to Feel The Living
Love Within Truly A Most Desperate Place From:
to: Live and FeeL AGaiN A Touch of Love Within..
True in this Case
A Human Orgasm
May be A
Closest
Breath
Back to
Living Love We
Feel and Sense within..
Verily Science Proves this out
As surely A Most Powerful Source
of Feeling the Love of the Neurohormone
Oxytocin the Breast of Love From Nurturing
Birth that Brings Holy and Sacred Divine Love
Full of Meaning
and Purpose
that is
the Warmth
that connects
Us Living Again BLiSSinGS
SMiLeS NoW to: Those who are
FeeLeD Within With Love and are
Not Drained As From: Empaths come to:
Be Now From: Feeling Sensing all the Pain
of the World From: Those who are Neglected
At Birth From: Those Who Are Abused by Family
And Friends And so-called Lovers who are not Lovers
at all to: Those Who are Separated From: Love as finally
Coming to: This Emptiness Spirit Poor Understanding God
Is Really LiTeRaLLY
Love and You will
do anything
in this World
to Feel this
‘God’ IS
Love
Again..
From:
Even A
‘Drug’ that
May Not
Be Love
At All Now
True as the
Black Rose Seeks
From: to: Find Color Any Color
to: BecoMe the Color of Blood From:
AGaiN THE LoVE LiViNG WiTHIN NoW..
It’s True ‘A Penis’ is not Required for any
of this but it may be all that’s Left to: get close….
From: And then
again
so far
so
far away….
Smiles For others
it is Power and Status
to: replace the emptiness
Within for others never ever
FeeLinG the Void Within Ocean
Empty No Sea Creature to: Live
From:
Empty
Shells
Void
of ‘God’
to: L O V E
Within FoR
ReaL ETeRNaLLY NoW..
to Give and Share For Free
Consuming Others and the Rest
of Nature (God) All With least Harm
For those Who have this LoVE NoW IS
Eternally ENoUGH
once again
to give
and
Share
for Free
Consuming the Rest
of Nature (God) All With Least
Harm Yes ReaL AGaPE LoVE iNCaRNaTE US..:)
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Wow, I lost my words… how do you do that, you are a wordsmith❤️🎶
Always grateful.
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SMiLes Dear FriEnd Lillian..
All the Force of my Dance And
Song of Life Comes From Less than
A Grain of Sand i am In Hell on Earth
For 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom
With the Worst Pain Known to Human-kind And
18 other Life Threatening in Synergy Disorders from
Wake to Sleep then Like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye
And Ear that No Drug Will touch assessed Literally Worse
than Actual Crucifixion.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
named the Suicide
Disease
informally
for that is
precisely
what it is
i asked my
Mother Why this
‘Cross’ for me what
did i do to deserve it.. i did my best
then i always tried to Love everyone
and not Harm any Part of Others and Nature
God All she said two simple Words ‘Why Not’
but she also said ‘This too will pass’ i never need now
to meet the Man they call ‘Jesus’ for my Mother was/is
A Real Jesus then now no myth of Son of Man God Real
Woman LoVE iNCaRNaTE Breeding Birthing me
Gardening Love Just to Fall to Hell From Heaven
for no reason but ‘Why Not’.. smiles my Friend
that Works the other way as well and that is
the Gift of Heaven most
making that less
than a Grain
of Sand
Another
Force
oF LiGHT
Creating more
LoVE iN CaRNaTE
More A Mountain oF LoVE
STiLL iNTeGRAL to that less
than A Grain of Sand the Hell that
inspires Heaven Most oF all Within
inside outside above so below and all around
more.. In Hell there is no telling if one will survive
the Next Second NoW iN HeaVeN THeRE is no
Distance.. Space.. Time.. or Even Matter All is
Spirit Wind to See HeART of SoUL MiND and
BoDY BaLanCinG LaSeR FLoW Focus to Be LoVE
NoW to Give and Share For Free MoRE ALWayS
doing the best to Consume the Rest of
Nature All with Least Harm this
is no new gift this is the Dance
And Song of Love We All
Give and Share Best
to: BReATHE From:
Real Understanding
That Dark Creates the Most
Light to Be Forgiving the Darkness
That Will BRinG GReaTesT LoVELiGHT oF LiFE BReaTHiNG
Now too.. SMiLes my Friend.. my Words Breathe much too long
Now for most folks to See the Spirit of my Hurricane i BRinG this
Way.. oF LoVE but my Dance 11,888 Miles in Public that Brings
me the Flow and Focus to Write 7.2 MiLLiON Words in the Same
72 months since i recovered from Hell as i told a Group of Young
Folks who exclaimed do you know How Famous You are for Your
Public Dance in a Metro Area of Several Hundred Thousand Folks
As They Stated Literally everyone they know.. talks about me
And Knows who i am haha.. like An Anti-Trump Down
South in my Metro Area now too.. as i reply to them
i am LoVE
only a
Grain
of Sand
i am only Less
Than A Grain of Sand From:
STiLL NoW And That is enough
to: make LoVE ReaL mY FRiEnd…:)
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Thank you for your honesty..and I have to wipe away my tears now..
because, you touch my heart & soul❤️
Continue to be love- the world need more of you, thank you for being you🎶
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You as Well
My Friend🦋🌹❤️😁
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Well penned as always, Lillian. Your artwork illustrating this poem is marvelous. So glad to come back to your blog. You are great at describing feelings in this piece, beautifully poignant. The title made me think of Lana Del Rey’s song Summertime Sadness. Did you get inspired by it? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdrL3QxjyVw
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Hello, nice to see you, I hope you are well.
I am so grateful for your lovely comment❤️
Yes, I had wrote the poem (I have never been good at headlines) and sudden I heard the song on TV, so I called my poem after her-I love that song- and I rewrite the ending a bit..
I am so happy to see you.
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Yes, I like to reconnect with you too. Love Lana Del Rey! 😄❤
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Take care.
Yes, me too.
❤️
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Oh wow. You are simply amazing! You are growing so much in your writing, I see it every day! You are becoming so strong and confident. You are amazing!
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Wow… wow… You know, I love to talk and talk and talk, but now I am speechless… thank you Nathan, I am so grateful for your kind words❤️ it means so much to me.
Heartwarming❤️
Enjoy your day.
LikerLiker
Deep and provoking on many levels, Lillian. The story you weave is a whirlwind. Amazing!
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Thank you, I am so glad you liked it. It means a lot to me❤️Grateful.
Take care and enjoy your day.
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Thank you!
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Oh wow this is emotional!
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Wow, that was quite a respons, thank you so much. I deeply appreciate it. Grateful.
I wish you a nice day.
Enjoy.
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You’re so sweet!
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Thank you.
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